【I know..】

i know u all hate me now~
but this is the only ways to let u all hate me~
but sometimes.....i felt so lonely....
see u all play happily.....i feel wanna cry jor...
dun know how to describe my feeling...

when i go sp study.....i think i will so scared abt it~
i scared no friends..
i scared them dun like me~
i scared those guys teasing me..
i scared their hao lian..
i scared no ppl wanna teman me....
i scared all abt there!
i scared no money to use also @@"
i know tat if my sis saw tis she will laugh at me...bcoz....
bcoz...she said u so stupid...if can't go study at sp then very ashamed!
why? why? why u all dun give me confident?!
i feel wanna cry **

****.........wish u all happy always~
dun wan like me........always like this =>  :'(
make me smile~~~~

go and find ur happiness~study hard also~
To: all my friends~include me also ~

I JUST WANNA BE MYSELF!